Fragile hearts

Sigh and my initial plan was to blog about ytd's bbq + today studying pictures but I guess I'll push them till tmw sorry.

I guess I kinda put those primary school memories into a closet inside my mind

till you talked to me about you changing your handphone number and

NO, It's not about a crush/guy/infatuation kinda thing.

It's about a friend. :/

I rmb we used to be close friends whom always hang out in a grp

and after you got struck with that illness,

you were often not able to come to school.

I guess It was becuz we were too used to it that we slowly got on with our lives.

Until you came back to sch that week and our teacher told us about your

condition. I guess having you to handle that fact and that there were PSLE that year

was a tough nut.

Then this weekend, Woon and I decided to visit you at your house

which was really inconvenient since you stay at such a far area.

When we reached there, you came to fetch us and were so happy about it.

When we went into your house, you mum prepared food for us and we explored

and chat around. I think you really felt comforted at that time.

Till we see you having your treatment by an machine, Woon and I were not really daring enough to look at you. Guess we were both still young and afraid, therefore we did not want to witness any of that .

Sigh, Now that we all parted and went different schools, I guess it's really hard for you to meet up and there's really nth much for us to chat.

But when I see your photo at your blog of how much you have changed,

from a lovely young lady we used to say : " so good, you so skinny luh. "

till now you've aged, lost hair and even put on a few weight,

It really breaks my heart.

I know you'll prolly not see this but still I will pray for you and pray that you will recover.

That even after Os or few years down the road I'm able to meet up with you and we shall talk about old times.

Now don't you agree, Life is so fragile?

Sigh.

I shall just end here I guess.

Takecares ______,

and I miss you. :}

Sorry it's sucha boring post but I guess I really want to blog this out

to let everyone out there to know that if my friend here doesn't give up,

I don't think we should be complaining that we are fat, ugly etc etc.

I know that maybe even aft awhile I would complain every once in a while

but at least for this period of time

I know that I should be contented and happy.