you run through my mind at least a million times , dont you get tired?

What if I'm not as cheerful as I am before , will you guys still make friends w me?

What if I am not able to give you guys any more advices?

laughter?

lameness?

and I start to be anti-social.

will you guys still held on to me , or just leave me to feud for myself?

I have no idea why I spent the last 2 mins typing that but

I did thought of it seriously.

people do change , will you dare make a 110% full pledge that you wont?

urgh ,

this is so irritating , heckkkkkkkkk.

someone cheer me up please. ^^V