Idk why I feel that way but I just feel very uncertain and upset. I mean I'm afraid that I've been given false hope. shit and that sucks bad ): Its good to have a positive mindset but I often think too positively that the results always come so negatively. aahhh , I think I'm going to fall bad this time. one moment I'm feeling so happy and the next thing , I get lost and confused because your words twist as your mind changes. I'm blogging at such wee hours cuz my mum talked w her friend like damn loud and long can. ha ha ha! cannot stand her sia! but thats one thing that makez me happy cause she is the only one who dint change over the years. (:
4.43am now and I guess I'm gonna hit the pillows in two mins time! hopefully tml it be better? Idk cus I need to talk to somebody. friend , how I wish I can call you in wee hours just to talk my problems out w you. you have no idea how much you meant to me. argh , I feel so emotional now. )): I doubt you ever read this but in case you do , please accept my apologies?
as much as I want to tell person two about my problems , I guess its not the right time.
gosh , my head just feels hell now. I need a hug , I need xinyu , I need to talk to eve , I need to call noor and I want to have a berrylium's outing.
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