I need more then just a listening ear,

yeah yeah I know. -.-! I haven been updating. theres only one word to describe this, heee Im LAZY! ahaaha. anw, lots of unexpected activies have pop up a few days ago. but Im lazy to update all. sorry uh. anw, shall upload pics later. consists of steffy's bbq etc etc. hee. oh yeah, btw I would want to thank elffi fer accompanying me from 10 plus to 12am plus on the phone with me,while i was at somewhere's walking in circles. really damn retarded & now I regret. argh. anyways, thanks fer singing with me & hear me rattling about nonsense & tolerating while i was venting my anger about smth you dunno. TEEHEE. I make sure i go hear " QUANDO QUANDO." HAHAHAHHAHA.

& smth bout myself, I found that i cant last long with my anger on anyone. yes fer th 1st half an hour, Imay be still grambling & scolding. but after that I cant seem to be angry any more even if deep down under my heart, I really wanna ignore that person so much. -.- failure right? I agree, then my close friends would come & tell me not to be so soft- hearted or forgive that person so easily or that person would take you fer granted. LOL. even in friendships, when my friends & I are particularly angry with someone, I would always be th 1st to give in & just chat with that person. some part of me really hates this because idk I feel that people would really take me fer granted? but sometimes, it just makes me feel that im an easy-going person who would get along with almost everybody.aiyooh, enough of all these emo thoughts bah. cannot stand it when i read through this paragraph again (:

im in love with the song - " tongue tied" by faber drive. people go listen yeah? I bet th lyrics wont fail you. hahaha. finally found a job & im gonna start tml. wish me all th best people. HAHA.
:D miss toh's birthday coming soon, hope the lil surprise we prepare fer her would heh, touched her. now it's pouring outside & I really like it. course I have been out these few days to hardly have time fer my family & time fer deep thoughts, thus I neglect my dear blog. (: so readers dun give up my reading my blog uhh. TEEHEE.

& since I update alr, hee mel have to give me a lolly. HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAAA. so Im in fer bribes so if you wan me to update, treat me stuff uh. heh, im just kidding la.

(L), venus.