when im not me

heh,im eating cocopops now:D thats th only way to cheer me up now.LOL cause there is no string balloons here,chocolates or any of my favourite things at home ><" so cocopops, i count on you.look at the time now and im not asleep yet.maybe if i have slept earlier, i would not know as much as i know now. sometimes i just dislike words because every word makes a difference. oh my gosh larh, why am i becoming more and more emo here.i dislike that feeling ALOT. SHOO~ get away from me! haha. zibi people do that, i know and thats me (: MOST OF ALL,i realise i tend to misunderstand words ALOT (again) and i hate it.because wen i misunderstood words,i tend to hurt maybe myself. i really wish to clear off wadever unhappiness i have in this post and just remain not so emo in my post again.LOL and i hate fake smiles,but i often do them just to cover my emotions.why cant i just cry wen im feeling depressed or shout wen i feel angry instead of venting all my emotions on blog.zz i really have no idea.im sorry this post has to be so grumpy. when anyone of u read this, just let me pour out my feelings this once okay ? :D lotsa of smiles *geniune smiles*

& i know im strong enough to mend;

when irfan asked me what do i think of th song "LET ME TAKE YOU THERE" by th plain white tees.i said that that i think th song is bout a couple who just wanted to go somewhere far that they can be away from anything and everything,just to be alone with th one they love.( w/o th disturbance of family,friends,stress etc.) heh,but i think im just crapping larh. but i <3 this song


please don't lie to me already-