th way i are (:

its 11.52pm LOL few more mins and th gate fer th hungry ghosts would be open. OMG larh ><" scary can? must be careful not to step on incense paper or else smth bad may happen eh.tml have swimmathon larh xuete! mine is like event 2 and 13 larh ): so early my turn le,depressed you know? =.= *stress and shock* hahaha i just love th zibi side of me wahahaha (: okays thats was a rdm statement,i know but who cares eh. rarh! :D

past relationships/*

have you ever thought of th past relationships you had that was unsucessful? those that make you cry,angry and happy over, those unforgettable memories? haha yeah that was wad nathan inspired me to think deeply and thought carefully of. true that th old sayings goes, "once bitten,twice shy" but can one really stop themselves from getting hurt? if yes then wads th point of falling in love. LOVE is not just bout wad holding hands > getting close > kissing and stuffs but to experience all kinds of emotions like ( joy,anger,jealousy,sadness etc ) and to test if those months of trust,communication and understanding really works between th couple.

personally, i have experienced failed relationships too.And a pretty few crushes and setbacks that that got me burn from that fire.argh! i swear i was that immature before and maybe even now. i mean who am i to judge myself if everyone have flaws? i cannot say im very good or very bad cus my opinion may be different from others. so when u realise that those months together did not reallly work out well, would you ask fer break or continue to try to salvage th situation even when you know th person couldnt care less anymore? thinking back bout my ex, i could really laugh out loud if i wanted to. but th prob is my last ex and i really screwed up. i mean we were not even talking to each other since th day we broke up till even now. we could not even much say a simple hi or bye anymore as a fwen. thats really upsetting fer me. as much as i tried to chat with him in msn or smth, i got no damn reply.tsk! felt so 1234567 larh =.=

i just wanna say although u may be hurt b4 now why not give a chance to someone whom u believe or is willing to share ur inner thoughts with u rather then coping urself in that box? i have been hearing so much from my fwens bout their relationship in schools that i really feel very upset when you realise how much they dun know how to cherish their relationship that started from scratch,till its solid and then just easily break it ( from misunderstanding or any lil details) that ended up by hurting 2 ppl in th end. people cherish th ones in front of you so that u would not have any regrets (: its better to try ( so that at least you know u tried ) rather then just give up and release th chance ( then regret fer th rest of ur lifes)

tired gonna sleep now :D

tatas all;

TI AMO <3

XIAOQIAN