Panic attack

HI HI HI HI PLEASE IGNORE MY LAST POST BECAUSE I MIGHT HAVE LOST MY MIND BY A BIT AT THAT TIME, WAIT NOT A BIT RIGHT??? HAHAHAHAHAH ANW ANW THAT DAY IS OVER AND TOMORROW IS A BETTER DAY!!

PLAYED BBALL WITH TINA, WONG, ALOY AND BOON TDAY. TEEHEE I SO HAPPY EVEN THOUGH WE PLAYED IN THE RAIN, SO WHAT HAHAHAHAHAH SO FUN BETTER RE-LIVE THOSE MOMENTS BEFORE WE START TO TAKE OUR RESULTS.

Truth be told, I'm not as eggcited as everyone in taking our results back, maybe because deep down in my heart, I know I will not do good or maybe even attend poly sigh. I can't possibly go private schools like MDIS or anywhere. I'm a broke dude and I certainly wouldn't want to attend a course I will not be interested, for 3years. I don't see a point so that means I have to retake, what a waste of time and money but no choiceeeeeeeeeeee sigh wrfgwi9cgbqobcp12bg2f0pyhqipchq I regret not working hard enough before Os so any Sec 3s reading this please freaking work hard okeh

don't slack like meeee :( :( :(

urgh this was suppose to be a happy post right???? wakakakakakkakaka kk Enjoy your last week of hols guys! :)

p/s : writing 2011 resolutions soon and maybe how I feel of 2010!

PLUS I TMW GOT WORK WALAU I SO SAD NAO

Sometimes srsly I don't know what I want. I'm not easily contented, I'm not naise even sometimes I feel as if I'm a bitch and that I'm not honest to myself sigh. This is what happens when I'm alone at home :( Mum left me to friend's house but I was happy she managed to have fun somewhere. But in whatever I do, I've only got the interest for it for 3 minutes but if it exceeds, I'll be stubborn and hang on to it.

Is there, someone I can call to now and be extremely honest?

but then again, I don't want anyone else to know the real me wtheck am i talkin abt I feel so crap. It's this barrier that no matter how sociable I am I don't want anyone to know me my own reservations. I feel so unreal

and it suck balls because it's Christmas. It's suppose to be a joyous occasion and I'm spoiling it.

I hope work tmw can take away whatever unhappiness I'm having now.

Maybe after 5 minutes these emo thoughts would go away, maybe

Christmas Eve

Hi Christmas Eve has never been more boring today. Feel like cleaning up my house and decorating my wall because I have nothing else better to do. Somehow somehow I FEEL LIKE WORKING K I THINK I DON'T MEAN WHAT I SAY OKEH MAYBE I DO HAHAHAHAHAHA I CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND :( BUT ANW, I'M NOT WORKING TDAY *JUMPS AROUND*

Celebrated advance Christmas with Berryliums @Greenhouse cafe the place was so pretty ♥

love the swings and the ambiance teehee the live band was awesome too his voice was charming well food was delicious too and I enjoyed the company went over to OC for more food and h2h chats omgosh as if we haven't been talking for ages.

After that went to meet Huiwen, Szexuan and yingwen at their house since huiwen opened a mini Xmas party. Ate tons ytd but I had fun okeh this is getting boring.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY! :)