These hands are meant to hold

Panic attack

2010-12-26T22:34:00.004+08:00

HI HI HI HI PLEASE IGNORE MY LAST POST BECAUSE I MIGHT HAVE LOST MY MIND BY A BIT AT THAT TIME, WAIT NOT A BIT RIGHT??? HAHAHAHAHAH ANW ANW THAT DAY IS OVER AND TOMORROW IS A BETTER DAY!!

PLAYED BBALL WITH TINA, WONG, ALOY AND BOON TDAY. TEEHEE I SO HAPPY EVEN THOUGH WE PLAYED IN THE RAIN, SO WHAT HAHAHAHAHAH SO FUN BETTER RE-LIVE THOSE MOMENTS BEFORE WE START TO TAKE OUR RESULTS.

Truth be told, I'm not as eggcited as everyone in taking our results back, maybe because deep down in my heart, I know I will not do good or maybe even attend poly sigh. I can't possibly go private schools like MDIS or anywhere. I'm a broke dude and I certainly wouldn't want to attend a course I will not be interested, for 3years. I don't see a point so that means I have to retake, what a waste of time and money but no choiceeeeeeeeeeee sigh wrfgwi9cgbqobcp12bg2f0pyhqipchq I regret not working hard enough before Os so any Sec 3s reading this please freaking work hard okeh

don't slack like meeee :( :( :(

urgh this was suppose to be a happy post right???? wakakakakakkakaka kk Enjoy your last week of hols guys! :)

p/s : writing 2011 resolutions soon and maybe how I feel of 2010!

PLUS I TMW GOT WORK WALAU I SO SAD NAO

2010-12-25T01:26:00.003+08:00

Sometimes srsly I don't know what I want. I'm not easily contented, I'm not naise even sometimes I feel as if I'm a bitch and that I'm not honest to myself sigh. This is what happens when I'm alone at home :( Mum left me to friend's house but I was happy she managed to have fun somewhere. But in whatever I do, I've only got the interest for it for 3 minutes but if it exceeds, I'll be stubborn and hang on to it.

Is there, someone I can call to now and be extremely honest?

but then again, I don't want anyone else to know the real me wtheck am i talkin abt I feel so crap. It's this barrier that no matter how sociable I am I don't want anyone to know me my own reservations. I feel so unreal

and it suck balls because it's Christmas. It's suppose to be a joyous occasion and I'm spoiling it.

I hope work tmw can take away whatever unhappiness I'm having now.

Maybe after 5 minutes these emo thoughts would go away, maybe

Christmas Eve

2010-12-24T14:52:00.002+08:00

Hi Christmas Eve has never been more boring today. Feel like cleaning up my house and decorating my wall because I have nothing else better to do. Somehow somehow I FEEL LIKE WORKING K I THINK I DON'T MEAN WHAT I SAY OKEH MAYBE I DO HAHAHAHAHAHA I CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND :( BUT ANW, I'M NOT WORKING TDAY *JUMPS AROUND*

Celebrated advance Christmas with Berryliums @Greenhouse cafe the place was so pretty ♥

love the swings and the ambiance teehee the live band was awesome too his voice was charming well food was delicious too and I enjoyed the company went over to OC for more food and h2h chats omgosh as if we haven't been talking for ages.

After that went to meet Huiwen, Szexuan and yingwen at their house since huiwen opened a mini Xmas party. Ate tons ytd but I had fun okeh this is getting boring.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY! :)

2010-12-17T00:13:00.002+08:00

HI I AM SO SAD BECUS HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING AND 3/4 OF MY TIME IS SPENT ON WHAT, LET ME SEE HMMM ERR WORK?!?!?! BUT SINCE THE COLLEAGUES ARE NAISE AND THE PAY'S ALRIGHT AND SO MY HOLS ARE SPENT MEANINGFULLY WEE HEE.

K I GOT WORK TOMORROW 3-9PM THE TIMING NOT SO NAISE

2010-12-11T23:44:00.002+08:00

HELLO ALL HEHEHEHEHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHOHOHOHOHOHOOHO K WHATEVER IGNORE ME TEEHEE BUT I AM SO HAPPY NOW, FINALLY MANAGED TO INSERT SONGS TO @EVELYNNEEE'S IPOD SO THAT I CAN USE. DECIDED TO CALL IT ZAC K SHAN! IT IS OUR ZAC HHAHAHAHA *LESBIAN MUCH* BUT NO I AM 101% STR8 :)

ANW ANW, LIFE HAS BEEN PRETTY GREAT FOR ME EXCEPT I DON'T MEET UP WITH MUCH PEOPLE! CAN'T WAIT FOR MEET UPS, BERRYLIUM'S XMAS PARTY AND 4/4 SENTOSA XMAS PARTYYYYYYYYYYYA! KEEPS ME ALL HYPED UP WHEN I THINK OF IT.

STILL THINKING OF THE PRESENTS AHHAHAHAHA ERR CAN GIVE YOUR TEDDY BEAR?! SO KOOL AND KEWT SIALZX

HAVE BEEN PICKING UP ON WORK ALTHOUGH I STILL MAKE BITS OF MISTAKES HERE AND THERE AND I HAVEN'T LEARNT BAR CAKE COUNTER ETC BUT AM HAPPY TO HAVE NAISE COLLEAGUES WORKING ALONG WITH ME HAHAHAH BE ENVIOUS!

ANW ANW I THINK IM GOING DOWN TO DABAO SUPPER AND LENG MO CHA CUZ I CRAVE AND I IS VERY HUNGRY MONKEY HAAHAHAHHAHA OKAYYYEEE SEE YOU! TEEHEE

2010-12-08T14:44:00.000+08:00

韋禮安-慢慢等MV I think it's so nice but he sounds so much like JJ LOL

2010-11-28T16:05:00.003+08:00

I love 韋禮安's new song 有沒有 :)

although it's tad slow, I find it very soothing and it was all written/composed solely by him!

I don't really think anyone might like it but still, I thought I'll share!

enjoy CHEERS!

2010-11-21T16:19:00.003+08:00

MY MANAGER JUST ASKED ME TO CALL HER

AND SHE TELLS ME THAT WE ARE WORKING TOMORROW

WHEN WE TOLD HER

WE ARE WORKING ON THE 29TH?!!?!?

defCUEGFUQAXNEIQOHFWOHbiboeiytoeypwnsxlxnogeoqwdbqbxdwo4irapqpd

I am going to die.

EVELYN'S NOT ANSWERING HER PHONE

AND THE MANAGER DOES NOT REPLY MY MSG

SINCE WHEN I TALKED TO HER ON THE PHONE

SHE SEEMED SO BEEZEE

I CAN'T TELL HER WE SAID IT WAS ON THE 29TH

OKAY IM OFFICIALLY A FAILURE.

WDBFIBWQOGBV NOQBGPQBEPV BQXOBOBobovovdwugrivda

So how now brown cow, working tomorrow?!?!?!!?

Passion

2010-11-18T02:56:00.003+08:00

Based on the popular manga, Oh Ha Ni is a clumsy student who falls for the perfectionist, Baek Seung Jo who was of IQ 200 . However Seung Jo is indifferent towards her and rejects her love. When Ha Ni's house collapses, she and her father move into his long-time friend's house. It turns out that Seung Jo is the friend's son and Ha Ni is given the opportunity to be near the guy she loves. Will she be able to move Seung Jo's heart?

A guy who hugs you like that is soooooo YUMS!

Just like another korean drama : " Goong "

Haven't been updating ever since the depressing post but I guess since no one really enters this blog anymore, I don't have to worry on whatever I blog would affect any others.

I was recently hooked on the korean drama " Playful Kiss " and I'm finally done with it. Thanks to Shan's recommendation I finally found something to be obsessed in though I was really mad crazy- bent on chasing it despite the time being 7am in the morning. But even so, I've enjoyed the movie BUT IT WAS REALLY DAMN DRAGGY AT THE BEGINNING EVEN IN THE MIDDLE!!! I only came to enjoy it during certain heart-warming episodes and those nearing the end of the drama.

At many times, I wanted to give up watching along with Shan, that was how draggy the drama was but at the final two episodes of it, It was soooooooooooooo sweet I couldn't bear finishing the drama, I think I'm gonna miss the Mother and euh joo :(

Despite it being boring, I've teared two times for it. IT'S JUST THE DRAMA ESPECIALLY KOREAN ONES. THEY NEVER FAIL TO ALLOW YOUR TEARS COME DRIPPING CONSTANTLY DOWN ON YOUR FACE. :( But it also allows me to learn something out of it, amazingly. :)

It awaken my thoughts of what is my dream? Do I have one? I MEAN SERIOUS ONES NOT THOSE KIND OF DAYDREAMS WHER YOU STONE AND STARE INTO SPACE FOR MINUTES! But do I have something I want to achieve, an ambition, anything? And do I want to achieve these dreams for myself or for a certain someone or for the people?

I know I've talk about wanting to be a wedding planner, I still do but which direction do I have to go, do I know? Lets be practical, even thought we say we have to find a job which contains our interest, I still believe the income that comes along with it is important too. So its 50% interest and 50% money, you?

Besides that, THE GUY IN THE SHOW IS REALLY CUTE! TEEHEE KIM HYUNJOONG, cool and caring BUT SUPER INTROVERT KIND. HAHAHAHAHAH GUYS NEED TO WATCH THESE DRAMAS TO BE ROMANTIC!

Oh and of course, do you know I have a dream I hope to achieve? It involves spending of money but I hope I can do so in the future, to buy and collect korean dramas and that it can fill a whole shelf as if I am the one renting/selling my discs :) I think that that would be real cool and at any point of time I want to rewatch it, I don't have to trouble anyone or even myself to rent it BECAUSE SOMETIMES, YOUTUBE/ANY DRAMA WEBSITE OR EVEN INTERNET PROVIDERS LOAD SUPER SLOW FOR MY DRAMA AND ITS SO IRRITATING SHEESH

SO, do any of you guys have any dreams?

Please share your thoughts with me be it

texting to me/tagboard/commentbox below

whatever ways :)

Intense

2010-11-09T23:46:00.003+08:00

I hate this thing called money in this world.

It can either kill or revive someone, bring someone happiness or even misery

and even hatred.

I admit it was my mistake that I used to squander my money away in the past

but that was in the past.

Can't you take it as if I was still young and ignorant?

Why must you always bring it up when you are unhappy or stressed.

I know you need somebody to rant it to but can you spare a bit for my

feelings?

BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY DAMN PERSON WHO IS IN THIS HOUSE.

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.

IF YOU SAY I GET A JOB NOW IS USELESS.

THEN I JUST FREAKING SIT AT HOME AND ROT AH?

BUT NO

I WILL GET A JOB AND SAVE OR SPEND IF I LIKE IT IN YOUR FACE.

STOP PUTTING ME DOWN AS IF I'M AN OUTSIDER.

I'M YOUR DAMN DAUGHTER

DOES THIS MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER?

HUH

WELL IT MAKES ME HURL.

It even makes me think whether this world is beautiful anymore

thanks

Peace

2010-11-06T23:44:00.001+08:00

HIIIII I'M BACK GUYS.

3 MORE PAPERS TO FREEDOM.

CAN YOU SMELL ITTT?

TEEHEE BLOG SOON

P/S BERRYLIUMS BOUGHT A CLIQUE NECKLACE!

AND IT'S PRETTY RIBBON!

LOVE IT *mwacks!*

Sat morning

2010-10-16T12:36:00.003+08:00

credits to tumblr, I really love it.

Kinda nice way to start a day huh.

HAW HAW HAW.

WOKE UP EARLY TODAY AND IM OFF TO BATHE AND AND PREPARE TO MEET @withinmysoul and @MushMUM hahahahha

addicted to twitter huh.

Oooooohhhh

btw bought a new phone.

NO, it's not bb though I still kinda wished I had bought that,

well Nokia's not too bad.

PROS OVERWEIGHT THE CONS SO YA

I WILL START TO FALL IN LOVE WITH MY BABY PINK.

sighhhhhhhhhh

K THIS IS NO TIME TO DWELL OVER A PHONE

BUT I GUESS IT'S REALLY A BIG DISTRACTIONS

CHOY CHOY CHOY.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

k buaizxc everyone LOL

SAD X 10

2010-10-14T22:18:00.004+08:00

ONE MORE WEEK TO DOOM

YOU FEEL ME?

HUH?!

HUH?!?

HUH?!?!?!!?!??!

GOT FEEL NOT!!!!!

Sigh, doubt anyone even reading this space anyway.

HAHAHA

" HI VEE! "

" OH HI VEEE! "

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

reminds me of BANANA IN PYJAMAS!

I MISS THAT SHOW

WHY LIKE NOW NEVER SHOW :(

JS

2010-10-13T15:36:00.000+08:00

Koreans but borned and raised in aussie! love them.

Love them :)

2010-10-13T15:05:00.000+08:00

Insecurity

2010-10-11T16:32:00.002+08:00

Sign, I can't believe it's 10 more days to O levels. This is so depressing because I haven't finish studying everything. I don't even think I can finish anything even if I'm given an extra month, thats how confident I am huh. Sigh Sigh, gonna go get my ass off to study subs laterrrrr. Please pray for me that I'll focus and concentrate aite. AND THAT NO DISTRACTIONS CAN DISTRACT ME. NO NO NO NO I MUST FOCUS ON IT.

Sigh but my new pencil case and newly packed table do motivate me to study more. hehe ♥ Shall post about my table and pencil case, ahahahahha feel like getting some cheap nice table cloth so that my table looks nicer. Heheheheheh feel like playing those basketball machines again, am so addicted with the whole coupon and exchanging thing that I find all other arcades so irritating.

K I SHALL POST PICTURES NEXT TIME AND ALSO SHOULD I OPEN MY TUMBLR? I FIND SOME PICTURES SO INTERESTING I FEEL LIKE SHARING SIGH. comment comment! ♥

beautiful song :)

2010-10-09T21:11:00.003+08:00

This is why I wish I am a billionare

2010-10-08T23:35:00.004+08:00

Hoodie designs! *love*

design for the Teee-shirt! *grabs*

Sigh I wish I was freaking rich so I dont even have to blog this stuff out,

instead I'll be wearing them sian.

AFTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR O'S

AFTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I WORK

AFTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I GOT THIS

I WOULD PROUDLY WEAR IT.

sian the hoodieeeeeeee *bye bye*

the shirt *bye bye*

O LEVELS * hiiiiiiii, reluctantly *

2010-10-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

I WILL UPDATE TOMORROW!

:'*

2010-09-06T17:46:00.002+08:00

K, I'm pretty wiped out after the intensive science lessons but I thought I'll make an exception. Hahahaha to blog! after so damn longggggg.

Was walking back home when I realised how fast this year have gone past. Was it because of the intense lessons after school and many papers that have drowned us out for revision? Sigh but no doubt I look forward to get out of the secondary school days but I know I'll miss it in time to come esp since I'm already missing my primary school days even now. Many of my classmates than have changed either for the best or for the worse but still some still do stay the same not including appearance and height though. HAHAHAH except for me, again...

Anyway, I guess my life did changed in a way. I bond closer to my classmates, people I thought I might not ever talk or have contact with, they turn out pretty nice :) and I appreciate them in my life, hehe. It was also this year that I began to really learn my subjects, trying to embrace in one way or another, My family, did change somehow but I'll still love my mumzy no matter what and of course, it is also this year that I found someone who appreciates me so much and willing to create surprises and actually be romantic to me. Thanks you-know-who!!! :'>

K I TIRED LIAO BYE BYE BYE

SAD

2010-08-31T17:17:00.001+08:00

HI I WANT A BB AND AN

ITOUCH

AND MY LIFE IS COMPLETE!

WALAU

MATHS PAPER 2 ON

THURS :(

BUMMERRRRRRRR

2010-08-21T23:51:00.001+08:00

HI I'M REALLY BORED BUT

I'M HAPPY THAT ITS THE

WEEKENDS NOW.

HAHHAHHAHA

SO I SHALL NOW GO ENJOY

MY @Buzbeauty and Korean videos

on youtube!

Long post ahead.

2010-08-15T15:32:00.003+08:00

Holla or whatever it is spelled as anw HI. Back to blog again like finally I MISS THIS OLD SPACE SO HI ALL PASSER-BYS IF THERE IS ANY! -WAVES- wkends was better than usual I guess. I've been waiting for it since last Mon and than now its returning to the Mon routine again, bummer.

Performed at CLAP ytd with other outram performers, it was fun and nice and all BUT I SCREWED UP BIG TIME. I was totally stunned at my 2nd song because I have forgotten my last line so in the end I had to scrap through with the same old lines from the previous sentences as calmly as I could and hope those elderly forgets the original lyrics from the song, HA HA HA.

But apparently everything went on smoothly, Grace was the English emcee and I made friends with yanting too who was the Chinese emcee. Great night actually, Thanks to all the wishes from Woon, Shan, Xinyu and everyone more. Of course to Chee and Jason, Marsh and Poh who came down to support toooooooo heheheheheh.

Went to Poh's house to play. Had my First attempt on Dota and I can remember Poh saying I was stifffffff. HA HA HA AND ALL I COULD DO WAS TO CAMP AND HIDE BEHIND POH. But overall, I guess my impression for dota did change, it was fun but I was too noob for it. HA HA HA I WILL JUST BE A BURDEN AND KEEP SHOOTING ARROWS ONLY. LOL

Chatted with the guys with Poh's identity and it was fun with all the " Who like which member in snsd " and apparently they are so up to date with the latest up coming band and clones of snsd etc etc, well I believed I have never seen that side of them. Of course again, many people who wasnt interested in kpop before, had been hooked becuz of snsd and they become super obsessed with them that they felt as if they were the only num.1 fans which is a total turn off, I'm sorry.

But still kpop has been such a trend now that it is easier to strike up a topic with anyone, you dont feel so awkward when theres tons to talk abt them right?

youtubeeeeeeeeeeeeeee now!

heheheheheheheh.

Time for some update.

2010-08-08T21:15:00.005+08:00

Fleaaaaa ytd @Scape.

Before that was the "December Rain" musical which I thought was quite nice

but have such a cliche plot.

HAHA

anw, as usual I was late and a pretty number of girls had to wait for me.

HAHAHAH

If I were a boy. *wink*

After the musical, went off with berryliums and elijah to eat and off to flea!

Was quite eventful I thought

cause it was my ahem first time to Scape after it opened so longgggggg.

anw anw,

Got nice bargains

but I guess my only regret was the flower bag that looked gorgeously awesome

but I chose not to buy it in the end.

Damn :(

Other than that it, it was pretty fine I guess.

Met up with Gloria and Grace afterwards with berryliums and we settled for

cheap cheap bubble tea muwahahahah

and some gossips. ^^

Back to flea again and yada yada yada.

y'know, shop before it closes again,

Bought cute cartoon rings as usual again.

Overall I guess it was funnnnnnnnnn

with the girls.

And damn, prelimssssssssssss

are approaching and I'm like still lazing.

walau eh pig.

HAHAHAHAHHA.

kkkkkk

I WILL UPDATE SOOON,

I HOPE

THAT IS IF ANYONE STILL

READS THIS DEAD CORNER.

P/S: MY NEW BACKGROUND CHIO NOT!!

Love of my life

2010-07-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

K MY TITLE IS NOT SO RELEVANT AFTER YOU READ THIS POST

BUT WHO CARES.

My friday was rather eventful

and I ♥ our class.

Floorball today was awesome. I guess its all because of these

simple little things that makes us bonded.

Can't believe its our last year together

sigh sigh :/

I'm gonna pretty much summarise my day today

Biz test today!

( errrr I think I'm gonna fail? )

PE AFTER THAT!

FLOORBALL FTW!!!!!! THE WHITES WON!!!!!

( HAHAHHA HEADER AND BUTT ATTACK! )

nice play nice play!

Maths was combined class!

beneficial becuz we emphasize on what we have been revising recently.

THEN RECESS

k this is getting tad too boring, bear with it ogayz.

errrr

Dint really ate anything but I've bonded with huini somehow!!!

we shall go out some day.

prata as first meal! wait before that bread!!!! thanks M!

Last but not leastttttttttt,

DNT was awesome.

Found out that actually I have so much to do.

But the workshop after that was super draggyyyyy like

omgoshhhhhhhhh so boring I can't stand it

and its so cool in the Mbox.

Though I really learned smth but she hardly cracks jokes with us.

Preferred ytd's workshop more though.

She was so funny and open-minded!

After that played Ping pong with M, grace yennifer kenneth marcus and jie yi.

HAHAHAH all so pro!

and got this super kewl kid which looks so super duper cuteeee

and his skills for pingpong is superb!

at least for his age!!!!

Another indian junior was super helpful in explaining the rules to me.

heheheheheheh

though the 1st kewl kid kepy firing Powerful shots at me. :(

I felt like a noob then.

AHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

Finally homed to help mumzy!!!

And on top of that, I kind of miss the memorable times when netballers

have very harsh trg and we would all endure it together.

talked about it after that and even go dinner afterwards.

I miss those sec 2 days.

k anw, DNT LESSON TMWWWWWWWW

AND SWIMMING AFTER THATTTTT

SEE YOU JIAJIA!!

Back

2010-07-20T20:52:00.004+08:00

k sorry only these few pictures. #%$%&$^

K I KNOW I LOOK LIKE SHIT.

YES YES YES ENOUGH LOOK DOWN!

HAHAHAH CLASSIC!

Love them + Shan + Yu + Cupcake + Tina!

Time checked : 8.55pm

I have not started on my homework fyi

and I'm still dwelling on the net.

AHHHHHHHHHH.

MY INTERNET SPEED IS SO WOLS.

THIS IS SO IRRITATAING!!!

my twitter and my tumbr areeee lagging so badly

this is bad bad bad bad

tsk, Singtel broadband :/

I have so many photos I want to upload so badlyyyyyyyy :(

okay I think my photos can't upload.

because its still 36% and it's 9.10 now. LOL

OMGOSH MY HUANG JUNXIONG FALLING FOR FEI.

WHAT THE HECK.

I DONT LIKE.

Been enjoying my weekends so far and I feel as if holidays are everyday but

I couldnt be more wrong becuz its just a few weeks to prelims

and I'm still slacking.

OKAY WHY THE YAOYANG TREAT FEI SO GOOD THEN LATER

TREAT YONGXIN SO GOOD TOO.

WHO DOES HE LIKE!!!

HE MISLEDING FEI!!!!

okay you must be wondering why am I mixing both issues

but I'm currently catching my episodes and typing this,

urgh.

I-need-to-get-my-mind-off-distractions-a-s-a-p!!!!

Tomorrow will be a betterrrrr day, yay!

I hope, LOL! :)

So damn true

2010-07-10T22:17:00.003+08:00

If you cannot see,

it says,

We're teenagers, we're still learning and shit happens.

We cheat, we lie we criticize.

We fight over stupid things,

We fall in love and end up getting hurt.

We bitch, bitch, bitch.

We bitch about bitches being bitches.

We party till dawn and drink till we pass out.

We hate people for no reasons and call each other names.

We stay up late having deep conversations or stay up late just to think.

We go out and have a kick ass time with our friends

and those will be memories.

One day that's all gonna pass.

You can waste your time focusing on all the bad things

but one day you're gonna wish you were still a teenager.

SO make the most of what you have now,

forget all the bullshit and drama and live your fucking life

with a sexy smile on your face.

- taken from http://purplemonsterer.tumblr.com/

so true,

so damn true..

not written by me though just writing out what was written.

Love tumblr!

Blunt

2010-07-10T00:32:00.003+08:00

Idkkkkkkk,

why am I feeling so vexed even though its

not my problem at all.

I just dk if its because

you're are not willing to share anything that

makes me worry so much.

I really don't like that " I Don't know anything " feeling at all,

that I have to hear from someone's else

about whats happening so recent in your life.

" Time will tell "

Thats what they all say.

I guess being blunt is an advantage

but it's just so sad I

dont have the guts to do so at times.

What a failure.

Life

2010-07-03T00:40:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry I haven been posting pictures

becuase blogger.com/upload is being sucha beeech.

Very very slow uploading

and finally dk why,

cancelled on its own.

Super irritating.

This week of sch-reopen

have been rather fruitful to me.

I have been paying more attention to my weaker subjects

and doing its homework.

Of course and the bio test

though I think I still fail

becuz all that I have studied never come out,

damn.

kk I think I need to go off soon

cuz my eyes have been signalling that they are SUPER tired

and so heavy that even while I'm typing this

I am trying to catch a short nap.

THIS IS HOW BAD.

kkkkk

my these rather short-long hols shall be fruitful too.

How abt all you readers?

tell me abt your lifes/problems/whatever/gossip

HAHAHAH

@ http://formspring.me/veeeownzyou

have a lovely weekends

2010-06-26T00:38:00.001+08:00

WHY NOBODY FORMSPRING ME!!!

TMD!

2010-06-24T19:44:00.004+08:00

Many things have happened recently except MY HOMEWORK hahaha. Everyone's been working hard towards towards their goal, their O level results. I know what I want but I'm putting in real effort which is damn sad. Everyone's improving except me, sometimes I even feel so inferior but I know the problem actually lies with me. Sigh, how I hate life sometimes. I pray that I'll be able to catch up and understand maths and science more. SIGH

Had birthday celebration with Woon ytd at Astons with Chee Shan Kaiyong and his friends. I hope she had a good time though she lost her phone at the end of the day which was saddening, damn.

Hooked

2010-06-23T14:34:00.001+08:00

I can never get bored with this episode!
ahhhhhhh! JEREMY AND HWANG TAE KYUNG! *hugs*

bits and pieces

2010-06-16T00:55:00.002+08:00

Okay, blogger is being slow in uploading the chalet pictures.

I know I am damn slow and lazy but who cares!

you should be lucky I'm sharing all these photos

HAHAHA!

Since my body clock is so screwed,

as much as I want to sleep at 1.01am

I can't.

not because I'm not tired but my body is just not adjusted to sleep right now.

ah ha, this is bad for my growth.

-AHEM-

NO WONDER 4 YEARS I NEVER REALLY GROW.

LOL.

Plan for tomorrow :

Study @ airport with Chee ( gosh, I miss that place )
running in the evening?? ??? ? ?? ? ??
tidy up my study area!
clear my box of dusty books -hehe-
play my fb games
online games
teeeeeeveeeeeeee
FOOD
sleep/ wait for mumzy!

ciao all!!!

How are your holiday plans coming along?

Bummer

2010-06-13T03:58:00.002+08:00

Can't believe I'm watching World Cup now

with my mother and her friends!

GOOOOOO

ENGLAND!!!!!!!!!

TSK.

Gonna go bball with the usuals tomorrow,

hopefully I can make it

cuz it's so early for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

die die die die die.

Tsk!!!!

haven't complete 1/4 of my homework

I AM SO DEAD.

Life

2010-06-11T17:04:00.003+08:00

If you can see what they are saying.

LOL

Chalat was a blast,

I like. :)

Had fun planning games for the juniors.

All the charades, hide and seek,

double wacko etc.!

Hope they had fun too!

Enjoyed the bbq

and realised that I like to be the satay man

y'know the fanning then flip flip.

eeeeee so fun!

I have future prospects in that area.

HAHAHAHA.

Talked during the night till me shan rose and woon

gave up and took a nap.

Hahahah, shared alot of secrets and gossips btw.

tsk tsk tsk.

But I guess it was a bonding session with the seniors,

I like hehehehe -hugs-

Anw, took pixs, videos till my cam batt died.

Almost happens everytime when I'm trying to take

picture with woon!

But we did eventually 2/3 pix?

-haolian face- you mei you.

Will upload when I'm not feeling lazy later

to charge my camera.

hehehe.

hope you guys are having fun during the hols,

ciao!

bits and pieces

2010-06-07T22:30:00.003+08:00

Wanna stay by by by your side

You are my everything

You are my only link

To the angel's wings

Talk about love love and

I can't stop thinking of you

Such a crazy thing

Like snow fallin' in spring

I think my blogsong not only applies to couples in relationship but rather

if we stretch it further,

it may even apply to our love for god,

don't you agree?

Gonna start studying with @lipswillcollide tomorrow!

am so addicted to twitter terms! (Y)

My post are so wereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-dyyyyyyyyyyy.

(N) Boooooooo

Life

2010-06-07T03:36:00.007+08:00

Haven stay up this late for a very long time, seems like I'm doing it again since it's the holidays. Been hooked up by the games facebook provides, like fun only! Sigh gotta start doing maths tys from tomorrow onwards, am not really very willing to do bio/chem booklet leh, how how how how!

I miss Berryliums!!!

When are we going out again for a proper meal

and h2h talk?!

I miss steamboat @ shan's house LOL!

Precious

2010-06-05T14:43:00.002+08:00

I agree that time passes very fast and I'm prolly wasting my time away doing some meaningless stuff even when I'm in my last year. Anw, realised I'm more into peaceful music nowadays. Just saw the song "Uptown Girl" reminds me of my primary school days when my friends and I danced to this song, like how the hell to dance to this song? Its rather catchy to sing though, not to dance, heh. Sigh so nostalgic :/

Anw, changed my blogsong! Hope you guys like it even though it makes you want to sleep ogay! I'm a little late but who cares, I'M FINALLY 16 16 16 16 16 16 16 16 16! not that it makes any difference but I'M ALL IN FOR NC16 MOVIES, CALL ME!!!!! :')

Joke

2010-06-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

This is so funny!

Ha!

Bummer

2010-05-28T14:12:00.002+08:00

hahaha! I know I haven't been blogging guys.

O level chinese is coming

on mon!

Need to remember all the phrases

and points for paper1 in order to score sigh!

Promise you guys

I will be back for a proper post.

Anyway,

I don't think anyone even reads this blog,

Ha.

Bye

Parody LOL

2010-05-23T16:02:00.000+08:00

My girlfriends

2010-05-23T13:52:00.003+08:00

Birthday was awesome!

On both friday and sat! :')

Shall not elaborate much but I thank

Tina, Gina, Harold, CJ, Aloy, Philip,

Ghangga, Jingru, Jiahui, Xinyu, Yingwen,

Huiwen, Szexuan, Joel

Woon, Chee, Shan and Marsh

for all your effort in baking cakes,

Wishing me,

spending time with me,

Making my feel happy on my special day,

and not just them

but everyone who have contributed to wishing me.

Sorry if I have miss anyone out but believe me

Word can't express how much I love you guys!

:'>

awesome 16th overall!!!!

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHE

OFFICALLY LEGAL FOR NC 16 MOVIES!

Beat that suckers!!

HAHAHAHA

Officially missing you

2010-05-15T12:05:00.001+08:00

They are so awesome! :)
Can't get enough of their covers for song.
Enjoy :>

Craze

2010-05-15T00:08:00.004+08:00

SO CUTE THE VIDEO! :)
CJ introduced this to me, which is so classic but
so heartening weeeeeeeeeee-ouh-weet.
Rmb to off the music at the side of my blog 1st~!

Music

2010-05-14T21:00:00.004+08:00

AWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

DOGS ARE JUST SO KEWT!

I SAW THE CHL U SHOW

WHICH IS SO KEWT.

THE YOU QIAN RIDE BIKE!

AHHHHH!!!

-jumps-

hehehehehhehehhehe

ohhhh and

I lost my phone like 2 days ago.

Argh!

curse that guy and girl!!!!

should have have that courage to ask them

to remove every items they have for me to check!

I am so sure I saw my phone on top of his wallet!

URGH!

This sucks!

Anw, got a new phone,

apparently was a advance birthday prezzie from my uncle!

so nice!

Or else I'll prolly be stuck with some LKK phone!

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

TWO MORE PAPERS AND WE'RE DONE!!!!!

KBOX, WO LAI LE!!!!

Tired

2010-05-10T14:56:00.003+08:00

Biz totally killed me today.

I am so tired.

I don't even have the mood to blog properly.

and maybe cause it's chem tmw.

Freaking chem/bio prac.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

keel me.

Cant wait till mid years are over

but there's intense mt still

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FOR WHOLE DAY OF 3-4 DAYS?

LOL

I am so tired

but I know I would not study after I woke up from sleep.

The

Bright

Side,

hehehhehehehehe

heheehheheehhehehehehehe

hehehehehehehhehehehehehehehe

heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh

heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY MONTH!!!! -inserts BIG WIDE SMILE-

But,

dont feel the

eggcitment.

LOL I'M HEARING THUNDER BUT I DON'T SEE ANY RAIN!

Nuts

2010-05-08T14:11:00.003+08:00

Marina bay sands.

( please say my photography skill are good )

( Am so please with my shots! hehe )

Nice place but was a terribly suay day ytd.

I wanted to rant it out but when I reach home.

I dont bother doing anymore.

Sigh, and so my calculator is gone.

I think I need to buy a new one.

Oh and Singaporeans can really be that ungracious!

Though I have witness some that are awfully nice.

But that minority really ruins my mood.

No offence to those that are from the older generation

but theres no need to snatch for seats k!

Push push push!

Argh.

Anw skipping the disturbing part, I like the night scenery/ night life

in Singapore.

Though It cannot be compared to other country

but still its so much better than during the afternoon!

TSK.

EVENING SO MUCH COOLER RIGHT?

Dbt.

Okay, off to study @ tina's house.

Ciaos people!

study hard too k!

tag tag me and formspring leh,

so lonely.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Precious

2010-05-07T15:50:00.002+08:00

I just look so weird in pictures.

Warrao eh,

keel me.

My mum like cute only~

hor hor hor hor hor hor fun!

bth HAHAHAHA!

then I'm just like one fat face luh!

OH YES 2 PAPERS DOWN!

ALOT MORE TO GO

LOL

Craze

2010-05-06T19:03:00.003+08:00

Min Sun ye!

Ahn So Hee!

Her PAO face so cuteeeee!!!!

Love them!

They all so 귀여운! (Cute)

I think I should take my photos like them right?

HAHAHAHAH

LMAO

ONE HAND BY THE SIDE.

TREND SIAL.

Motivation

2010-05-05T21:36:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW IS OUR 1ST PAPER SIAL.

!HOW

HOW

WHY SO FAST.

WALAU SIBEI STRESS!

-inserts panic face-

HAHAHAH ALL BECUZ I CANT FIND A SHOCK PIX IN MY FOLDER.

anw anw, All the best tmw guys!

Gambatte!

Sunday morning rain is falling.

2010-05-03T00:02:00.005+08:00

I miss my long hair hair hair hairrrrrrrr!~

and my lappy's cam still suck

or I'm just not photogenic la hor

Tskkkk.

Anw, I figured this was the only nicer picture I could have

taken with my lappy's cam.

Tskkkk,

and mummy refused to take pix with me.

She says that it's her unglam day today

so anti-photos.

LOL.

uh ah and I've wasted my sunday by spring cleaning my house.

I mean isn't it ironic that people spring clean their house becuz it's chinese new year

and my family's like spring cleaning out of Nowhere.

HAHA.

But still, I felt pretty much accomplished now that my house is much cleaner.

-wink-

Like comfy only~

neater only~

spacious only~

nice smelling only~

happy only~

Oh and my nose just feels like It's been clock up by many

furball not by a cat,

but by my dearest dog, didi. :O

why is the weather so bloody hot,

Warrao!

K, it's getting irritating.

offfff to bed in a while

M better come online sooooooooon!!!

Bits and pieces

2010-04-30T19:10:00.002+08:00

I LOVE LONG WEEKENDS!!

LIKE WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

k but I have to make sure I study up to my plan

Sian,

today is Math and Social studies :/

bummer,

wish me luckkkkkkkkkkkkk!

what should I wear tomorrow to study?

hehe

like after one week finally get to dress better.

hmmm,

I shall

ini meenie mynie mo tomorrow okie?

:'}

Bummer

2010-04-29T16:27:00.003+08:00

Love Taeyeon!

weeeeeeeee-ouh-weeeeeeeet!!

sigh :/

Anw, I feel that I am so indecisiveeeeee.

I like and dislike walking home alone.

Sometimes I can be very independent but at times

I can be very dependent tooo.

Sometimes I like to eat rice but at the same times

I might be craving for noodles too.

I can't make up my mind with drinking soya bean or green tea,

soft drink or sweet talk?

I ammmmmmmmmm

soooooooooooooooooooooooo

fickle-minded.

Tsk.

Stressss

2010-04-28T19:35:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

YKNOW WHAT?

SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE TYPING THIS TOO

WHEN I'M FEELING DAMN STRESSS.

Well, why not?

With mid-years less then 2 weeks ( excluding eng + mt )

Precious

2010-04-26T21:00:00.002+08:00

Ever since I'm home, I don't even feel like doing anything.

Damn :(

midyears is less then 2 weeks and

I'm bumming my ass offfffff.

keel me, will you :/

Kkkkkkk,

need to tell myself to study like now!!

oh and to bathe.

teeehehehehehehe

muwahahahahhahahaha

muyahahahahahhahahahahahahaha!

:'}

Life

2010-04-24T13:33:00.002+08:00

MELBOURNE IS SO GORGEOUS!

HEEHEHEHEH.

I WANT GO THERE PLAY CHESS TOO.

BO JIO!

:'}

Precious

2010-04-22T19:02:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA!

THE SHUI GE AND THE SOUR PLUM DAMN FUNNY~

act one " SEE ME NO UP "

HAHAHAHAHAH

DBT!

DISLIKE THE SI LIQIN.

TSK!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

SEE WHO BETTER IN GAMES!

OKAY LA ONLY THIS GAME!

BUT I'M THE WINNER LEH :P

BEAT THAT M!

Mask

2010-04-21T19:34:00.002+08:00

Tsk Fang kai is so much better ogay!!

Stupid cunning, sickening, disgusting Liqin!

Act one " a sms from you = 1000 smses to me "

Urgh!!! -pukes-

Sorry was just a split sec of rashness and all.

Anyway felt all sleepy and spaced out during all the lessons

DBT.

Felt even more tired then ytd, this is not good.

Sigh :(

Offfffffffffff to watch my 7pm show! :)

and hopefully abit of revision

bits and pieces

2010-04-17T22:39:00.005+08:00

Woon!

LOL

Liao Zhai here indeed is the rocker version of the original!

I look so xmm.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ACT ONE BOO

Spastic much!

Act one join in HAHAHAHAHA :) We love you la shan shan.

Chai bao in the middle!

Whole grp!

Grace dress was so nice on her! tsk

girls with nice figures.

LOL

As usual, Evelyn like to take shoes, Idk why.

HAHAHA

ZIBI

Fail shots.

haix, my cam = DBT

Had fun with the girls! :)

Miss of course that PRINCESS

SEOWWOON/CHEE :}

too bad you couldnt come hope you had good day too!

heheheheheeh

study date tomorrow!

nights!

tag eh, so empty my board. :{

Precious

2010-04-16T15:46:00.003+08:00

Yes and I'm finally home early today, not exactly early as 1pm or what but still, earlier then usual! :} Ha, going to go off soon again, in awhile with mummy. Last day of bonding before mum's off to work, leaving me alone for the rest of the week.

Sigh AND WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO WEAR TOMORROW!! Woon says no shorts and slippers are allowed in the theatre for the play SO WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO WEAR WHEN THE WEATHER IS SO DAMN BLOODY HOT! Dress, leggings, jeans?

I DON'T WANT GO OUT ALREADY PSHKKKK

LOL.

Anyway, Hoping to buy some accessories and stationary stuffs later :) Hopefully this weekend will be well-spent. I dread mon and tues, tsk longest day ever for the weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek, bummer.

I promise some pictures tonight! Hope all these words aren't blinding you guys out :}

Bummer

2010-04-15T23:51:00.002+08:00

barriers sigh.

I don't like people keep pushing me and forcing me to do

something which I seem to be unhappy about it.

It will only make me feel repulsive against that issue.

Did I do something wrong again?

Mask

2010-04-15T18:24:00.003+08:00

Had 2.4km today.

Felt like dying everytime I clear one round.

Had dentention after school

and the date I was serving for was during March.

This is so irritating,

why can't he catch beforehand!

If they failed to catch beforehand then don't now !

Pshkkk!

Note to self : refrain from being late to school.

Thank God tomorrow is friday,

wee ouh weet! :)

Breakfast @ kfc with mum tomorrow!

Yay.

K need to do some maths now .. . . . .

again. . . . . . ......

Bummer

2010-04-15T00:15:00.001+08:00

Human nature,

I don't even know how to start.

I dread school tomorrow.

I hope that tomorrow will be a better day for everyone.

Live laugh love

2010-04-10T23:38:00.003+08:00

THAT, MY FRIEND, CHELSEA SHALL WIN TONIGHT!

Weeeeeeeeeeeee! :'}

RYOG today.

Hmmm series of events I guess.

Captain's ball & Trouckball! ( dk how to spell )

Lost but still we had fun.

4/4 SPIRIT!

" This is outram "

-clapclap-

" We are awesome! "

-clapclap-

Sigh memories!

Eh, stall booth later!

Had fun but was rather tired + hungry!

Lunch with M and home after that!

Berryliums outing tomorrow!!!!

Big Bird, per-ease try to come~

And then , We're back to the same old

MON START SCHOOL, WEAR TIE BLAH BLAH.

T.T

Met up with buddy leee and catch up!

FUNNY SCENE ONCE AGAIN!

HAPPY ONLY!

PLUS MET JEFF & CO.

DANCE DANCE DANCE.

THEY BOTH FUNNY ONLY.

(Y)

Last but not least, H2H talk with Kobechee!

Thanks girl for being there to talk and listen to me!

Glad we had this personal space with each other

finally like after so long

AND NO I HAVENT FORGET ABOUT WOON, SHAN AND CHAI BAO! :}

LOVE YOU GUYS 1314 3344 TiiOnGXiimzxc4lifezxc_94!

Eh, I feel like doing something to my blog skin again.

HAHAHAHAHA.

have a nice weekend guys~

Life

2010-04-08T18:39:00.003+08:00

Phail shot. LOL

He act cute only!

Haven't been updating lately sigh. Tests, homeworks and funeral have been taking up most of my time I guess. Finally I have some time myself to do some of my leisure stuffs eh. :) But still . .. . . HAHAHAHA! Boring blog much eh? Just realised my daily intake of liquid have been rather low, sigh! Maths test next week, just hope I'll be able to pass this time round!! Jiayou Venus! :}

Oh and RYOG this sat. LOL

Oh Oh and I miss my long hair sigh. I know I know, I have been harping about it to almost everyone but I guess it's only nature that I miss since there's so many ladies out there with beautiful long hair/hairstyles. WARRAO I CAN APPARENTLY DO NOTHING TO MY HAIR!!!! bceibuvwiodbcwcmmsiazieb :{ k going to grow long hair again. yes I can! yes I can!

K, need to go off to do my work and revise for tomorrow's chinese test! TGIF tomorrow! HE HE.

Oh Oh Oh heh, Berrylium's somesort outing on sunday!

Life

2010-04-02T16:41:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA! DAVINA BEHIND!!! :)

MEET THE LADIES!

I look like shit but oh well, who cares! :)

I loved ytd! Thanks for all those who support us! Loved berryliums, 4/4 and many other friends! hehehehehehehehehe!! K I think I'm going to go study a bit. Having slight fever, sigh, again!

2010

2010-04-02T02:13:00.002+08:00

GALA NIGHT WAS A BLAST, LITERALLY DIED FROM BEING PANIC AND NERVOUS!! :} was glad that people actually enjoyed it! shall post pictures tmw! Clarke with berryliums aft that! Charades is our next pastime hobby!! :}

Sick

2010-03-29T22:53:00.001+08:00

Fever + Flu + Biz hw + Zuo Wen = Major kill.

Need to sleep nao

K bye!

bits and pieces

2010-03-28T02:23:00.002+08:00

FEEL LIKE BUYING A BOOK TO READ.

Though I haven't finish toto-chan :P

Would reading " Dear John " be better or " Divorced at 1o "

be better?

Sigh, I guess just a simple " little black dress edition "

would do good for a change.

Night all :}

Precious

2010-03-27T21:55:00.002+08:00

Sigh, Haven't really been updating these few days, Sort of ignored my tumblr too. I guess I Have been drowning under the piles of homework given tsktsk. Finally cleared my biz, social studies and science! Gonna have more time in doing my maths revision. :} I'm a happy happy girl! happygalzx_94 eh! Spent my time wisely @home today, like amazing k cuz I wanted to go to the flea today but I thought I skip this time round. Gahhhh, huge craving for laksa @ 10.05pm now. But I guess I'm gonna cook maggi, again. LOL

Packing my desk another day before, I found many letters in my own " DIY " box. There was this letter writing thing my primary school teacher promoted. Everyone would have their own letter box to write to each other! So I found my teacher's letters, Friend's and even love letters from ahem, childhood crush! I read them over and over again and I can't help but to laugh at every single letters.

Even as I transferred to Zhangde, Woon and I used to write countless of letters to each other, chatting about almost anything under the sun. So what happen to the tradition of writing letters and even love notes now? I guess people find sms-ing a lot easier eh? But still I prefer letter-writing more. I find them so cliche yet so heartwarming, sigh.

HAHA, so nostalgic huh. :}

Anw, Think I'll spend my tomorrow outside.

Have a great day tomorrow.

Time to update my tumblr, tata!
,

Venus!

Just for laughs! ( turn off my music at the side! )

2010-03-27T00:06:00.001+08:00

Precious

2010-03-22T20:16:00.007+08:00

BIRTHDAY BOY~!!!!

CHICKEN WING~

CJ!

(Y)

GUYS SWIMMING!

YULIA!

HAHAHA 2ND PIX WE TAKE TOGETHER AH. ACT ONE SHUAI! LOL

HAHHAHAHAHAHA

EPIC! *SHYSHY*

BEHIND THAT ONE LIKE WANT FIGHT! LOL

ELFFI! :)

ABIT BLUR BUT OH WELL! 2/4!!!

HEHEHE SO HAPPY THEY BOTH CAME!

PLAYED MONOPOLY CARDS WITH DEM TILL 11.30!

F4! LOL LOL LOL LOL

MARSH SHOULD HAVE TURNED!

STEFF'S BBQ PARTY!

though not alot attended I guess It was still fun with all of them here!

All the familiar faces.
ALL OF THEM! 1/4, 2/4, 3/4, 4/4

ALL THOSE THAT I HAVE MADE FRIENDS WITH IN OUTRAM!

teeheee!

K la I'm offffffffffff to do my homework.

Miies ishzx sadgalzx_94 worhzxc! sigh

OHHHHHH,

ON TOP OF THAT!

TOMORROW IS B&J FREE CONE'S DAY!

GO AND GRAB IT AT VIVO/HARBOURFONT/ GREAT WORLD TMW!

Fragile hearts

2010-03-21T23:58:00.006+08:00

Sigh and my initial plan was to blog about ytd's bbq + today studying pictures but I guess I'll push them till tmw sorry.

I guess I kinda put those primary school memories into a closet inside my mind

till you talked to me about you changing your handphone number and

NO, It's not about a crush/guy/infatuation kinda thing.

It's about a friend. :/

I rmb we used to be close friends whom always hang out in a grp

and after you got struck with that illness,

you were often not able to come to school.

I guess It was becuz we were too used to it that we slowly got on with our lives.

Until you came back to sch that week and our teacher told us about your

condition. I guess having you to handle that fact and that there were PSLE that year

was a tough nut.

Then this weekend, Woon and I decided to visit you at your house

which was really inconvenient since you stay at such a far area.

When we reached there, you came to fetch us and were so happy about it.

When we went into your house, you mum prepared food for us and we explored

and chat around. I think you really felt comforted at that time.

Till we see you having your treatment by an machine, Woon and I were not really daring enough to look at you. Guess we were both still young and afraid, therefore we did not want to witness any of that .

Sigh, Now that we all parted and went different schools, I guess it's really hard for you to meet up and there's really nth much for us to chat.

But when I see your photo at your blog of how much you have changed,

from a lovely young lady we used to say : " so good, you so skinny luh. "

till now you've aged, lost hair and even put on a few weight,

It really breaks my heart.

I know you'll prolly not see this but still I will pray for you and pray that you will recover.

That even after Os or few years down the road I'm able to meet up with you and we shall talk about old times.

Now don't you agree, Life is so fragile?

Sigh.

I shall just end here I guess.

Takecares ______,

and I miss you. :}

Sorry it's sucha boring post but I guess I really want to blog this out

to let everyone out there to know that if my friend here doesn't give up,

I don't think we should be complaining that we are fat, ugly etc etc.

I know that maybe even aft awhile I would complain every once in a while

but at least for this period of time

I know that I should be contented and happy.

bits and pieces

2010-03-20T00:56:00.002+08:00

I AM VERY TIRED RIGHT NOW SO I SHALL JUST BLOG IN SHORT/RDM POINTS LA HOR.

THE COM LIGHT VERY BRIGHT. I THINK MY EYES CANNOT TAKE IT ANY LONGER
din't attend trg cuz my leg muscle hurt bad time.
Studied with Shan, Chee and Dyan.
Saw Alvin, Jianghao and Gisburne.
In the end was tempted by them to go steamboat.
Bought ingrediants!
ALVIN'S HOUSE
MAKAN SESSION!
JIANGHAO AND ALVIN KEEP FIGHTING OVER SHAN.
JIANGHAO AND EVELYN KEEP QUARRELING!
ATE A MOUNTAIN.
DAI DI! :)
HOMED!

Sorry no pix as usual. I am chao ji wu di super boring person to hang out with so " sorry sorry sorry sorry " HAHAHAHA. K la so it's 1.11am now. Nice number hor. Just realise I always could not meet with 11.11pm to make a wish. T.T so not fated, sigh.

K LA I STILL DECIDING IF I SHOULD GO FOR STEFF'S BBQ. I MACHAIM WHALE TODAY STEAMBOAT TMW BBQ. AHHAHAHAHAHAHA, KILL ME! So study plan with hongsheng, might not be able to meet nathan wan to eat! :{

K LA K LA, NIGHTS ALL!

Life

2010-03-18T20:20:00.003+08:00

Grace!

Misriya!

AWESOME COOKIE FROM NZ BY MS TOH!

after we won our match she gave us.

TOUCHED ONLY ^^v

Sigh all these trgs and dance practise are killing me. AURVSIBFOWUFBVIFUBOCNQEO Could not get a decent amount of sleep last night becuause my muscles are aching and not going away after massaging them. HAIZ THIS IS SO DISTURBING, on the other hand, I'm glad that I have bond with my council girls and spending my hols quite meaningfully. HAHA.

Offfffffffff to do homework in awhile!

life

2010-03-17T19:50:00.004+08:00

35-6!

WE WON THE MATCH TODAY.

MUWAHAHAHHAHA.

HAPPY HAPPY! :'>

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo,

Thurs : Gala rehearsal 9am - 2pm ( estimate )
Fri : Trg @ 9-30am - 1pm. Then, MAKAN session with the whole netball team (Y) Studying with Dyan!
Sat : Meeting up with Nathan Wan with hongsheng! Flea market afterwards with woon?
Sun : Kbox with Cj & co / Study session?

Time pass so fast sigh, so much for March hols! Can't get enough of it. After all this trainings and dance sessions I think I'm growing HAHAHAHAHA! Don't you think so?

Anw, I think I'm and I can't seem to grow anymore. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY! T.T

NOTE TO SELF : NEED TO GROW AT LEAST 158! ( TSK FAT HOPE )

Anw anw, I'm just typing a hell of a nonsense to distract myself from falling asleep. Sigh, should I sleep? Cuz I really dont want to wake up in the middle of the night wondering what should I do. HAIZ.

ME ISH A SADSADGURLZXC :(

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AND WE WON TODAY'S MATCH.

TSK HAO LIAN.

LOL!

Bummer

2010-03-16T18:15:00.004+08:00

Sigh so I haven't been updating as daily. My life is that boring. HAHAHA I miss this girl above. Actually come to think of it. I miss alot of people, tsk Bummer. I need a lot more of holidays.

Soooo, Today is more of a mother-daughter bonding day I guess. 1/4 = sleeping 2/4 = spending with mum 1/4 = staying at home/ gwc to collect stuffs. Feel like buying a book to read or something. A classic romance book would do good I guess.

Haha so the song " Baby " by Justin has been on replay. I can't believe I was not hooked by it before. HAHAHA well his cute but I wasn't really captured by " one less lonely girl " and " one time " till I heard this. Wooo, now I know why Aloy and CJ was addicted.

I need to go out soon and take more pictures!!! My blog is hell of a wordy kind.

bits and pieces

2010-03-15T00:06:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAH THEY KEWT ONLY!

INTRODUCING MA WIFE! I THINK THIS PIX ( above ) HE LOOK DAMN NICE :}

SAMUEL! (Y)

CJ!

MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC MAGICCCC~ SHOW!!!

HAHAHA WHT YOUR LOOKING AT AH?

(Y)

Pictures from ytd! Teeehee had fun with them anw! Watched " Being Human " yesterday too and saw Jack Neo @ Tiong! LOL COINCIDENTAL MUCH! HAHAHAHA!

Studied at Smu below with M today! Done Eng homework like finally, sigh the passage was oh-so-super-boring! I pray and I pray that such passages will not come out for Os. HAHAH sigh, I should study hard for maths. T.T

Training tomorrow! I ISH THE HAPPYGIIRLZ4LIFEZXC_94! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! ( inside joke! )

I shall end up with something I found quite cute! :}

HAHAHAH. PICK-UP LINE FTW (Y)

Live laugh love

2010-03-13T21:07:00.002+08:00

Woke up early today.
Bought currypuffs as breakfast.
Met Cj, Harold, Andrew and Philip before collecting our cans.
SAW MANY SCHOOLS PARTICIPATING!
went to Tiong back for breakfast!
Start on our CIP.
Gave a young jap kid a magic wand pen which was suppose to be given after one have donated $3 but she was so adorable and gave only $2 bucks before finding her mum sooo why not?
Guy & Lady who did not want to give but then hesitated and turn back to donate after I said "Have a nice day! " and paste the sticker on me! heeee so nice!
One lady donated and asked if I liked mash potato from kfc! In the end she gave me hers and smile. LOL weird but so nice :}
Small young boys gave money out of their own pockets
TOO MANY CUTE YOUNG ADORABLE KIDS! TSKTSK
Slacked around!
Went back to newton!
decided to ask for more donations.
CONCLUSION : PEOPLE IN TB ARE MORE FRIENDLY AND GENEROUS THAN IN NEWTON!
Went back to HQ to return stuffs
Slacked around to eat, take pictures!
CAMWHORED!
Played the stupid " Cannot say No! " game
TSK LOST LIKE DK 4637385629372 TIMES!
HOME SWEET HOME.

K too tired to blog anymore.

Shall upload pix tmw! weeeeeeeeee!

Night all :}

SUGAR SALT PEPPER DREAMS!

Sunshine in your life

2010-03-12T16:47:00.003+08:00

Sigh, been trying to fix my layout but it just sucks no matter what. Any suggestions guys? So out March holidays have started. Hoooray but I got to admit, Its not really a holiday for me. Netball trg, Matches, Cip, Homework/Revision. The rest is saved for catching up with people like Joel lee & Nathan Wan plus all close friends whom we can finally spend time together! :}

Changed new tagboard, should I do my homework later. Just feel like clearing it somehow, oh yeah and there's CIP tomorrow. :} hopefully it be something meaningful to end my day, not something disastrous!

bits and pieces

2010-03-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

Bummer

2010-03-10T22:01:00.002+08:00

Sigh,

not a good day today.

But Match won, 19-25.

Din't perform my best I guess.

kept getting screams and shouting for my actions.

I will do better on my next match!!!!

Oh, sorry M you got to get drenched with me this morning.

you've could have gone sch first.

Anw, thanks!

sigh, sorry no pixxs

Take chances

2010-03-07T20:32:00.002+08:00

HEHEHEHE SO KEWT RIGHT?

SHOWS ALL YOU DUMMIES OUT THERE HOW TO LOVE!

I knowww.

credits to tumblr!

Sigh, so sunday is pretty boring for me, since I'm camping at home though.

Had fun ytd night with Chee.

Our initial plans was to catch a movie,

in the end we bought tixs for " up in the air "

and jianghao said it wasnt nice and asked if wanted to play mahjong.

HAHAHA so I tag along with Chee.

Was indeed quite fun I guess.

Anw, went home quite late so was feeling kinda guilty so

in the end I prawmise to stay home and be a filial girl today.

HAHA.

ANW, CHALLENGE LEAGUE IS TMW!

GAH SO NERVOUS!

HOPE WE WILL WINNNNNNNNN TMW!

Netball FTW! :}

k, off to bathe and self study as prawmise.

Oh, and M! Get well soon! :}

Always on the back of your mind

2010-03-06T13:48:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of posts.

Ha, I think I'll prolly lose a few more readers but nah It's okay!

be sure to tag even though you come once in a while.

At least I know who visits here yknow?

Kinda lonely to be the only one here. :{

School's beeen a breeze and a beeech!

Cause theres test here and there

but jokes and laughter easing it too.

AND I FAILED MY MATHS TEST.

I know I know, not really surprising but still, everyone's improving except me.

Woon says to do tys, sigh I guess I should eh.

Gonna do biz revision in a while and then maths tys tmw!

On a lighter note, watching " QIN AI DE JOHN " later.

I hope it's going to be a nice movie.

heh ever since Valentine day.

K feel like eating something, damn tsk pig.

infatuation

2010-03-04T21:09:00.001+08:00

(Y)

I love them, sigh.

I hope they come again to Singapore!

;'>

Live laugh love

2010-03-01T23:32:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling real emooooooo now.

Sigh issit because my female hormones are over-working?

and that reminds me,

Bio re-test this thurs.

6 more month till we're outta this school.

But I don't really carry high hopes though and this sucks big time.

SIGHHHH.

Might as well procastinate more since I'm on the topic of doing this.

My hair feels short, I'm not growing aft pathetic 4 years,I feel my cramps (I think),

sleeping irregularly, people around me are getting emo.

Urgh,

But still, I love my life.

I have God, a great mother, dog, brother, Berryliums, netballers, 4/4, friends from mixed classes, Marshy, chai bao, nathan, joel lee etc etc. ( sorry if I've left you out ) (feeling damn tired)

I feel happy to be blessed with such people.

*Muaaaaaaaaaaaackkkks! :'*

I'm a happy girl!

Ohyasumi!

Surprise surprise

2010-03-01T20:53:00.003+08:00

*AHHHHH!*

I love my life.

DIDI! *HUGHUG*

AND SOOOOOOOOOOO,

I'VE SHORT CUT HAIR.

It's not really as obvious though, sigh.

Comments and all, not that I cared now but were still affected then.

OH WELL

I SHOULD BE PROUD OF MYSELF, AND CHEE TOO (Y)

K maths test tomorrow,

T.T

cry me a river.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

bits and pieces

2010-02-28T23:43:00.002+08:00

Have a good surprise for all my hourly/daily/weekly/monthly/yearly readers tmw! Teeheee, only hmmmm, My mum, Bro, Seowchee, Ghangaa, Marshy knows. Be in awe, you people out there! Sigh, But I dont have a good feeling abt it. HAHAHAHA!

Have a good monday all you people!

I'm going to fail Chem tmw.

HAIIIIIII.

It's so beautiful you feel like crying

2010-02-27T23:07:00.003+08:00

Sigh, I feel so terrible now. I don't even feel like doing anything I like. All I want is a text message. Oh well, on a brighter note, feel like doing something out of the box tomorrow. Oh and don't you just find the cartoon above adorable? :}

Last day of holidays tmw!

enjoy!

Sigh,

maths test one mon.

bio retest on thur.

chinese test on fri.

cry me a river.

Get a grip

2010-02-26T23:14:00.003+08:00

I dislike secrets because It carries huge responsibilities. Therefore I really don't think I'm capable to know of such secrets because I'm someone who gets really affected by what by friends do, A LOT, Just like how nathan would say. Sigh so Attraction, infatuation, obsession and depression. etc which stage are you in? Will you lead someone on when you know you don't have feelings for that particular person? OR Even though you know you don't truly like that person, do you have that willpower to stop being attracted to that person or will you still willingly want to be held on by that person. Sigh, knowing that the particular person would not reciprocate your feelings, do you still strongly believe that there might be a slim chance of hope or do you just give up after that person rejected you? I'm sure the one of the above does applies to you somehow. I'm just listing options and thoughts that people do.

Take a step back and a minute to think about what I have just say.

Do you think I'm stating what you are feeling?

Sigh I guess it's because I really think it's time for me to

voice this out before I burst out and start

being super frank towards that them.

painted faces

2010-02-26T21:48:00.003+08:00

4 MEDALS AWARD WINNER!

BOW TO ME!!!

MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH :}

Machaim like pig code number! HAHA

JIA JIA! LIKE FINALLY SHE AGREE TO TAKE A PIX.

SHE LOOK NICE WHT! PSHK! :}

Like a little kid eh?

I like this pix of her!

SHAN SHAN AND I OWNED THE WORLD! :}

ACT ONE CUTE! HAHAHA

Gina darling! :}

Sigh so TGIF everybody. I wonder why am I feeling so damn tired, issit becuz of the time now? Or issit becuz I din't have sufficient sleep the other night. haiiiiiiii :{ Above are long overdued pixs of discovery centre & after x-country. heh Tests next week, I MUST CHERISH MY WEEKENDS. EVERY SECONDS, MINUTES AND HOURS! Ohhhhh and to blackshot, muyahahahaha!

and so I guess I'll end with a

" have a nice weekends readers! :} "

p/s HAHAH MEV SORRY I TOOK YOUR BLOGSONG.

BUT GOT CREDIT YOU HERE AITE!

cuz I think I needa have a change of music.

This remix just cheers me up! ;}

Life

2010-02-24T22:04:00.002+08:00

I think this comes off as a motivation. :}

Sorry guys but I'm super layzee to upload the pixxs though I have quite a few. Hmmm maybe next post alrighty? :}

ANW, today was good. No rush for chinese work today! Only zuo ye to hand in tmw! Mr Krishnan was NICE TO GIVE ME MY 1 MARK SO THAT I COULD PASS. Not so Gl this time, me likey! health check today and my back bone is improving teehee! PASSED MATHS TEST LIKE FINALLY. HAHAHAHA 26/50 (Y) gd signs okay! TSK.

Watched " Supersize Me " today. Liked the movie a lot though I was pretty grossed out by the surgically operation of taking out the fats. SIGH reminds me badly not to eat fast food so often. Damn. :{ Training was nice though the sun was braddy hot, ha played a few rounds of games LIKE HAIRPEE ONLY :}

I GUESS THE ONLY BAD THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY WAS .. . .. . .. . LATE FOR SCHOOL AGAIN. I know this does not come as a surprise BUT I WASN'T LATE FOR QUITE SOME TIME ALREADY. HAHAHA, so I still deserve a clap k!

TWO MORE DAYS TILL WKENDS. (Y) (Y) (Y)

Rainbow of different faces

2010-02-23T16:07:00.002+08:00

I AM SO TIRED. CONGRATS TO ALL THE C DIV & B DIV TOP 10 RUNNERS. :} Teehee, sigh, though I din't do as well as them at the very least, I'm hairpee with my position! WHY I THERE SCHOOL TMW CAUSE IT BLOODY FEELS LIKE ITS FRIDAY TODAY AND SAT TMW! Wo bu xi huan. grumpy grumpy kid, guess I'm going to Bs one round then offf to sleep and do some work!

Self-limitations

2010-02-22T22:51:00.004+08:00

Sigh so x-country's tomorrow. Everyone is so bent on getting top 10, top 5 and all but I don't really care as long I break through last year's self record or finish the race. Is it a bit too lowering down my expectations? Cause I don't even think I have the stamina to hold for so long. Sigh I'm sucha disgrace.

Anw, On the side note, NO LESSONS AND IT ENDS AT 12 PLUS. HIP HIP HOORAY! slack and do my work like hairpee only. But I guess I'll be the only one feeling so upset after the whole thing if my friends did well and I did not. Sigh, tomorrow is not exactly a good day. Kill me.

Sorry for no pictures, couldnt find a proper marathon photo that is nice.

anw x2, good luck for all those wanting to win tmw! YES YOU CAN! LOL

Live laugh love

2010-02-21T15:34:00.002+08:00

Afternoon all :} Sigh, I spend ytd night black-shotting. HAHA, like finally though. I managed to solve my screen resolution problem aft searching for many many progs. I'm a computer noob T.T But now that its solved, the fonts and every every thing look so small but Its actually the correct size. I AM SO NOT USED TO IT HAHAHA. But it looks nicer, wondering if I should go out to study later. I'll prolly just spend cash, which btw something I'm trying to refrain on. HAHA. hmmmmmmmmmmmm, maybe my mumzy dont even allow. Lets see how this goes.

How was your weekends?

Can't wait for school!

* sigh * I'm lying.

But cross country though, I'm pretty eggcited. :}

They say love hides in every corner , I must be walking in circles

2010-02-19T22:05:00.006+08:00

HAHAHAH. FUNNY ONLY!
CJ!

I thought it was pretty scary but amazing too!

MA WIFE SINGING AND MARSH ON THE LEFT!

TUO DIAO X5 BY TU DE WEI!

FIRE BURNING~

I like their strawberry milk! :}

Short post.

Had 4 tests today, sighh I was positive that my brain cells were dying. :{

ANW, Had trg aft biz remedial!

Cross country next tues.

Not even confident if I could break through last year's result.

OH WELL,

TGIFFFF!

gotta make use of my weekends wisely, like srsly.

HAHA.

so how are you going to spend your wkends?

hmmmm, pixs above are overdued photos of the ktv session!
had fun with the guys, maybe can combine with the girls next tym!

Time to batheeeee!

WATCHING THIS FREAKY ANT-SHOW ON CHL 5.

HAHAHA

FREAKY ANTS LIKE WOWZAH BIG!

Ultimate.

* fingers crossed *

hope it doesnt appear in reality.

ciaoz.

keep that in mind

2010-02-18T20:17:00.003+08:00

I like this text though I don't like the part they say abt Love. I mean its direct and not beating about the bush but mine's more of a strong feelings. It just shows how our feelings are applied @ life sometimes, how we feel about it. Today was tiring Sigh, I seem to have a lack of sufficient sleep every once in two days. This is not gd, not gd @ all.

Hope you people out there have a great friday tmw. TGIF! :}

B'liummmmmmmmms!

2010-02-16T22:46:00.002+08:00

CNY PART 2.

GONNA DO SOME WORK NAO.

PROPER POST TMW!

TEEHEE.

ENJOY ZE PHOTOS

& TAG ARIGATO.

:}
Have a great day tmw peeps!

I like you just the way you are

2010-02-15T02:35:00.006+08:00

(L) 1314 3344! LOL

Kobeeeeecheee!

I am so tired. I am so tired. I am so tired. I am so tired :{ Reached home from Chee's place at @ arnd 1 hour before. Loved her Parents and those chats we have with her mum and cheee. Nice people to communicate with, heh :}
.

Shan's house & movie with Jon they all tmw, I guess I'm gonna spend a bomb again. Sighhhh.. My mind feels as though its exploding, needa sleep in 10 minutes time or else I might just faint or something.

damn.

I dont like Cny and V day @ all.

rdm fact : my eyes feels watery now.

k bye.

p/s : WEBCAMMED WITH ALOY TODAY.

LIKE FUNNY ONLY.

HAHAHA. RMB HOR , YOU SAID YOU WANT TO TELL ME YOUR SECRET WHEN SCH REOPEN! :}

p/p/s : I like my blog song but its kinda drowsy don't you think? :}

A moment last forever

2010-02-13T15:18:00.002+08:00

So kawaii right?

If I had that in my room

even own one of the toy cams there,

I would be so hairpeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to ze max.

CAN YOU SPOT ONE HELLO KITTY ONE?

wooooh! :}

chio only hor hor hor!

HA HA HA HA.

sooooooooo yet another boring day @ home.

Sighhh , I don't feel the festive mood at all.

Prolly even feel that this is one of the most boring hols everrrr

and I actually find it quite pathetic. :{

Gotta clear my homework.
Paint nails.
Do up Valentine's day cards for B'liums. :}
Read through some books ( revision sigh, maths test aft hols )

Sooo as you can see, pretty boring. HAHA can't help but agree with mr wong saying WHY A HECK WOULD CNY BE A GD HOLS FOR THE OTHER RACES WHEN THE SHOPS ARE CLOSED MOST OF THE DAYS. LOL but steel, my neighbours are also preparing big meals to celebrate CNY TOO. HA HA HA, like the spirit of their's :} wonder if they would invite me.

*wink wink*

Happy chinese new year all

& Happy V day.