painted faces

No matter what , I still have to treat you as a friend , don't think theres any other way then that huh cuz I practically died just now.


Enjoyed today with berryliums (: Haven laughed that loud and feel so craazy ever since long ago. took numerous photos today and I think I'm gonna have a hard time publishing them tmw. :0 dammnnnit but oh well , its for them , its worth it. ( EH YOUR BETTER BE TOUCHED! ) had lunch , dessert @ hen market followed by so many childhood games we used to play when we were younger. FOR EXAMPLE :

1. JI KOU BAH!
2. JI DAN JI DAN
3. HAI DAI
4. I have never done .. . .. . . .
5. When was the last time . .. .
6. Charades.
7. playground ( the spin spin wheel thing )
8. last but not leastttt , photos!

:D how could we ever miss that ehhh? those good ol times , I've even catch up quite a lot with woon. She is one lucky woman (: don't be afraid to share any of your thoughts with me kay. I'm here for you. Ma HOTLINE IS 678-triple 9-8212 its just 10 nums away , okay I'm just totally kidding! HAHA. text me yeah babe , can't believe I wasted my hols like that. I'm gonna either find a job/complete my homework/find a course to attend. hmmmm dance? wooo so excited!

beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder

At the end of the day ,

I would be the one getting hurt , losing that tears

and maybe even losing the chance of being close friends.

I'm afraid my heart can only take up as much as here

of enough heartbreaks.

I feel like a failure everytime this happens

and my friends have to comfort me.

Thanks to every1 who knows and have comforted me with your

words , advices and even hugs.

what would I do without you guys?

last and only time.

you are my saviour ,

my great redeemer ,

and by your blood now I can be free.

You are my saviour ,

my loving father ,

for all eternity ,

worship your majesty.

singing this ,

Dear heavenly father , thanks

for being my shelter and refudge

during my times of despair.

May you continue to guide me in my path of

life lord. In the most mighty and precious name of

Jesus , amen.

Northpoles

The girl's
find this quite accurate though its rather cliche and weird about the sayings interval every rule but besides that , FOCUS on the rule alright? Its the main point anw. Though not all are accurate but you habe to agree some do ryt? Oh and I kinda like the music 2. (:

The guy's ( credit to nathan on the guy's one. ) find this damn funneh to read.

HAHAHA , I find this super hillarious aft reading nathan's blog! so I went off to research for more. Not exactly any nice one but beats having nth to post right? hehe so my sunday was uneventful as usual. I am so lay-zee to start on my homework. rarh , somebody KILL ME PREASE OR ELSE I have to spend my last few days of hols rushing on my work. Nope , not gonna let that happen. Trg tmw , I pray and I pray that the weather's gonna be nice , sweet , clear blur sky , sun covered by clouds and maybe a lil breeze here and there! haha okay nightsss every1! why nobody tags!

p/s HIIII PHIL! NICE OF YOU TO TAG! :D

OH AND MEL! I HAVE SMTH TO TELL YOU

NUDGE ME ON MSN! TYVM. (:

Picture spam spam spam.

buddies for lifeee 1314 3344! :D
QING GE WANG ZI! LOL * laugh *

* stares *

Er zi! (:

* yay *

* wo cute bu cute? * HAHAHA!

zi lian abit yo (:

* stop and stareeeeeeee *

ILUMA'S ARCADE!

BRAAATHERS FROM A DIFF MUTHA.

* VROOM VROOM! *

thats it for the photos out with them.

was nice knowing them , to say the truth I would never imagine

having to befriend them , friends I would never have links with.

But I guess this all turns out great. (:

Chats , lunch/dinner/supper dates and even treats from them ,

to say the truth having treats from them just make

me guilty for having them to pay for me.

gahhh , that feeling sucks.

But still all the laughter I have with them are memories I would bring

as I grow up to be an adult.

Being a teenager really beats being a grown up with

more stuffs to handle.

deep within.

I keep sleeping later and later each day. damnit :( I really need to tune my body clock well before this goes on , I think I might even fall sick. half an hr of black shot , I think I need some eye rest. Maybe out for study tmw , any1 wanna join along? text me yeah. I need pictures asap. this blog is getting boring homies.

ciaoz everyone!

yknow wht is Macdonalds fave num?

tag to tell me the ans!

:D

Its the sparkle in your eyes

kk so lets start from the beginning of today , well basically woke up at 7 plus for cyrus. As usual was late so yaaaa , blackshot-ed with jamie , huai boon they all! yayeee , finally learned how to use the melee. LOL , I know I know ( I sho dumb right? ) :0 but steel , after that went over to H's house to slack , actually slept for close to one hr before returning home from her place.

Swimming during the evening ^^v feeeling all so relaxed after doing that followed by a night supper before turning in. All thanks to Marsh , now I'm hooked on this Jap anime which was surprisely good , kind of like the monster-action-romance-girls undies-comedy kind. HAHA focus more on the romance part horh , not the undies thing! TSKTSK fyi , the title is ( Rosario Vampire ) a bit mysterious horrh! :/ I LIKEEE. heheehe.

HEHE this is updated for my faithful readers!

tag yeah. (:

text me if you missss me.

xoxo

p/s HAPPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN!

IMY X 2342036408! PLEASE MEET UP SOON :D

JOEEEEELEE! :D

HEHE! I LOOK LIKE DINOSAUR NOT!

SPREAD THE LOVE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY

BUDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDYYYY

LEEEEEEEEEEEE!

TEEEHEEEHEHEHEHE!

( sorry I kop your pixxx! but you wont blame one horh? ^^v )

thanks for being suchcha good flend for listening to my rants

the 1st few times we met and offering me

with your ADVICES AND OPINIONS

oh AND SHARING OF STORY!

HAHAHA.

last but not least , the breakfast dayssss and waking up early for us.

hana , know you werry WEI DA! :D

thks for being suchcha gd brother (3best - friends too!) to me

and I hope and I pray that we cont to stay in touch

for breakfast/lunch/dinners just to share about our life story

EVEN AS WE GROW OLD. ( although you more old! HAHA )

Well , takecares and this is your day and your post!

NOW MUST THANK YOUR MEI NU BUDDY! :D

God blessss you! (:

On a personal note ,

I'm Feeling so gloomy now , even as I'm typing this. :( I hate this feeling especially when it gets close to night time and I'm about to hit the pillows of my bed. Black-shot just nao with Chee , Jaacob and Marsh. Was nice working with them , maybe we can even creat8 a clan or smth. HAHAH yknow with a BOOMZ name! :D oh well , trg tmw! :D loooookkkk forward! feel so stupid i woke up late today. warrao!

p/s : I miss you?

mundane

boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring.
I neeed to find smth to do. woke up late just to spent my afternoon away. what the hell.

Your're killing me

Sometimes I wonder what is going through your mind.

I have no idea at all.

is it you can't be statisfied or is it I'm just full of crap

and you can't be bothered?

blackshot-ed just now.

got owned.

oh well.

p/s super hungry , should I eat?

heart breaks and crystal cuts

YAY. dloading Blackshot in progress! just tried it @ cyrus today and I love it. kind of like sudden attack and CS but still I likeeeeeee. gonna try playing it later after dloading! hehehe must try to own people and gain experience! :D :D sort of like a mundane day today , nothing much have been happening and I'm just living life as it is.

Hopefully I'll be able to find a job sooon so that mum would stop mumbling about my spendings and outings. Yknow , you'll feel so much accomplished aft you spend the money that you earned. Haiii :( WHY THE DL SHO WOLS! 43...44......45...........46% ONLY. cant wait to play the game again. should I dl left4dead1/2 and dota? HAHAHAHA CHEE TELL ME IF YOUR GONNA DO THAT! I wanna know whats so fun about it.

Well , I hope we have a Berrylium's outing soonz becuz I miss all the girls! :( Its time for new updates and rants baybeh shall find a day!

Oh & Cant believe another year have past and I kind of miss Church. I still rmb I joined the church somewhere this month or earlier and we were all preparing for Chrismas service and Asia conference. HAHA those days and those memories , I think the membina grp shall all be back for Xmas service man and oooooooh maybe thanksgiving? I miss W400 , the praying , the atomosphere , the singing , the songs and of cuz , the refreshments!

k now my game okay goes 70% :D

I neeed to buy a bible sooon , so much to read on!
should I play audi again? LOL
I've re-play it with yingwen tday.
waaaaaa :/

Calm and Shelter.

Okay I don't really know what to update. But I've been really hooked up by this song from 方大同. Hehehe , just found this song really sweet and melodious. (: F.Y.I this is not a chinese song but was sang really well by this chinese eng bilingual guy. How awesomez right?

Kay , I want this as my wedding song 10 years after! HAHAHAAH. I KNOW I SOUND VERY JUVENILE NOW BUT WHO CARES RIGHT ITS MY WEDDING IM TALKING HERE. Ne-yo , Rain or Eunhyuk? HAHHA geez , I'm just bullshitting. Okay , last but not least , enjoy and feedback yeah?

p/s I've got light blue starry nails. (L) pixxs of my pwettie nails next post!

k bye.

Berrrrrryliums

This post is especially for Berryliums

& for woon woon.

I don't want anyone of you to feel left out no matter what alright?

And I'm really glad that we all have changed to be more open up to one another

if we felt any unhappiness and anger in the clique.

Closer closer bonds.

Come to think of it , We all did change from sec 1 to sec 3

okay , going to sec 4!

But I thank God that we did not encounter any major fights or cold wars.

3 CHEERS FOR BERRRRRRYLIUMS.

*whistles*

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Last but not least ,

I LUV LUV LUV LUV YOU GUYS X 4728409337428631.

1314 3344

sisters PBT like what cheeeee said!

*throws free kisses to you guys!*

lunch again alright?

with juicy gossips and unlimited rants!

HAHAHA.
p/s , Ky , must treat woon good alright!

and Jon! must also treat cheeee good too yeah?

(that is if they read my blog.)

Bimbo

I SEE SHO MANY PEOPLE W PINK NAILS.

LIKE BRIGHT PINK.

LIKE MINE.

LIKE ITS THE NEW TREND.

WOO

kay , I think I wanna change.

orange horh.

mai siaosao!

:D

steal my heart and run.

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I am not going to camp camp camp camp camp.

:(

like damn sad only.

Mum and a split headache , cant believe I'm actually

missing this year's camp.

THIS IS SO NOT HAPPENING.

okay and so it happened.

k so I woke up early just to miss it

and now I'm watching " Tarzen "

watched it quite a number of times but I actually liked the show alot.

SHO NICE AND THE ELEPHANT DAMN CUTE.

HAHA DA BEN XIANG but still so loyal to the flends.

I likeeeeee.

and Jane sho cute too.

hmmm , figured I might as well use this two days to do some of my holiday hw

aft my headache gets better.

OH AND I CANT BELIEVE IM MISSING THIS YEARS CAMP.

:( bummmmmmmmmmmmmmmer.

Bimbos alert!

HAHA. photos from today's afternoon. yay , love them + woon + membina clique! :D heheh , thks for being so understanding guys becuz I'm always so late for dates and events. rarh. wlau eh , I so pharking fat! K LARH , LOVE YOU GUYS X 100000000000! mwauk mwaukzxc! HEHEHE. KAY I GO PLAY MY WEDDING DASH! BYE

HEHEHE , afternoon all! going out to lunch with seowchee , evelyn , marshall and wong in a while and yes , I am lateeee again! :X oh well , anw after this I'm gonna go prepare. Last but not least , Mum's advance birthday celebration today! hopefully I have peektures to upload kay! or else , thats just too bad uh!



No more emo post for the day alr. All I can say I'm a bloody good kick ass stalker! BOW DOWN TO MOI! :D HAHAHAHAHAHA. saw some of the results from Love calculator , sorry for all those innocent people whom have fallen for the trick but its nice to know theres people reading my blog , tag alright? maybe we can even beeeee flends yknow? :D


But some whom I know , HAHAHAHA secrets exposed eh? but theres still the compatibility things to see if your competible with the person so please dont blame me! Some of the answers were shocking , disappointing , funny and expected so ya , rest assure , secrets safe with me!
okay I really gtg.
what should I wear later? LOL LOL , dress? :0

xoxo ,
ME

Leavin

I find this video boring at first. But seeing all the intimate actions that they both show , like how they didnt kiss throughout until the last part shows how much they knew their limits and that until they were sure they were going to be together , they decided to kiss and move ahead. I find Jesse cuter when he was 18 and covered with that thick blond curly hair!! AHAHAH. :0

Hayley!! I post this for us to seeeeee. HAHAHA , MUST TAG YEAH! don't you guys just love jesse maccartney? His songs are always so comforting and sweet to the girl as if he really understand how we feel? LOL. why no such guys in singapore? opps! HAHAHAHA

heart heart heartbreak

they say : Love is selfish.

but why can't I find it here?

I reckon that everyone's life had changed for the better. But I feel as if my perspection of certain stuff still remains the same and it suck balls. Damn it , surfing through blogs and reading their entries , everybody seem to be contented with their life overall and that was really nice to see except for a few.

" yh , what do you look in a girl?

for example for you to rate percentage

of ( looks , character and figure ) ?

* stares hard *

" errrr , 40% looks 30% character and 30% figure. "

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everyone is so superficial.

or should we say its just human nature?

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sometimes , being the closest one doesnt mean you will/have to

be the important one.

been there done that.

It's time to change perceptions , thinking and maybe even actions.

Worst night ever,

I swear I died from that moment.

But " what doesnt kill us , makes us stronger. "

quoted from another blog.

lean down to kiss

Time checked : 1.59am.

Status : Practically sleeping w my eyes open :0

Feeling : Super hungry. I could eat a hippo like now. aching legsss. :(

Missing : Szexuan , Pamela and Lynn. *mwahz mwahz you guys*

Worried abt : Seowchee. ( text me aft you see this plzzz . )

Wants : netball camp to fast forwardddd and a decent job soon.

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Haiiiii , My heels just killed me in the afternoon today.

Smart alec uh me , Wore heels out and end up walking arnd the

same place over and over again with those killer heels.

NOW , plasters on both legs , I look like shit.

:(

:(

I wanna have pixx soons , my blog is super wordy.

ya ya I know.

kkkkk. ciaoz k nights!

p/s mev get well soon man!

quiz of the day!

Love Calculator
Step 1
Your full name:
Step 2
Now, enter the names of your top 3 crushes and press continue to move onto the next step.
Crush 1:
Crush 2:
Crush 3:
to step three.

OMG. THIS IS SCARLY ACCURATE OKAY. THOUGHT I SHOULD SHARE THIS SOMEHOW

WITH YOU GUYS. FOUND THIS FROM THE NET AND I ACTUALLY TRIED , LOL. :D ENJOY PEOPLE (:

YAY

HEHEHEHE.

TMW LAST DAY OF BRIDGING TILL

F-R-E-E-D-O-M!

:D

:D

:D

feeels so nearrrrr.

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K , I just wanted to blog this

cuz it makes me so happy like BOOMZZ.

anw , hopefully theres pixx soon , Love.

till then ,

ciaaaaao!

:D

Happy Birthday to youu!

HAPPY BRIRTHDAY SOUL-MAID! HAHAAHA. :D

act yi ge shy!

my wifeee! :D

birthday treat , being carried! LOL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TEO WEI XIONG / LONG YA / LUGUA / FYQ / ACID RAIN / FAKE JAY CHOU

ALBERT TAN / MUSHY MUSHY MUSH MUM!

HAHAHA.

FINALLY 15 BUT STILL SMALLER THEN

ME 6 MONTHS!

Hope you like the chao ji wu di ultra small cake ,

MY chiobu frog and the short lil song we sang for you today!

though its nth special , still I hope it had brighten your day yeah!

HEHEHE. MUST TAG AND THANK ME LEH.

MUST SAY : THKS MEI NIU! LOL :D

rmb our deal at the age of 27 horh!

and and and the you drive car I ride motor bike meet at traffic light thing!

HAHA.

last but not leastttt ,

thks for all the crap you have said to cheer me up man.

buddyzxc fer liifezxx 1314 3344! ^^V

yay yay yay!

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EH BUT I expect more for my birthday next year horh.

I think I lost that bear your gave me this year :0

ORH HORH ,

K SOR-WEE

HAHAHA byezxc.

Square one

HAHA. Am feeling rather happy today (: Can't believe we're having chem test almost everyday of this week. Our school is crazy and that was the only thing that irks me the whole day. Training tmw like finally! :D hehehe fit fit fit = me , not fat not skinny lim!

Heard of some stuffs today which I felt really disappointed in. Did we offend you in any way? If we did , at least tell us before cursing and saying so many shit stuff that would eventually convert to karma and hit you back. Bloody hell , doesnt mean I don't say anything = I don't know anything. I even once respected you among them , I just pray that it wasnt you guys , I really do.

Urgh , irritants.

raindrops are falling on my head

I'm SICK AND HUNGRY

AND

I

CRAVE FOR

CHICKEN PIE

PLUS

MUSHROOM SOUP.

:(

additional hot drink and a nice movie perr-leaseee?

*winkwink*

beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder

Ohayou everyone! Can't believe I'm up early , as early as 7am okay! Was suppose to see the boy's match today but I don't think anyone else has woken up. Heard that alot of other people are joining so I'm kind of excited to feel the competition mood and the tense feeling of our close ones either winning or losing. Damn but on the other hand , I-am-so-tired. :( :( :( last day of sleeping in late but I still feel the same as attending the prog in school. :0

okay , plans still in cuz hayley just texted me. Kobe uh kobe , fasterrrrrrrr wakeeee upppp! :0 If not I so going to sleep back and just heck care the world , hahah maybe ask hayley sleep back too. Okay this post is just for entertainment. Went bugis with kobe ytd and Seoul garden w Xavier and nadinee. Well photos are all with them so I'm just gonna wait wait till they send me. hohhohoo!

k bye.

p/s chance upon wikipedia's defination of Love and I thought was rather interesting.

though Mrs stephen said wiki's defination may not be accurate but oh well.

Helen Fisher, a leading expert in the topic of love, divides the experience of love into three partly overlapping stages: lust, attraction, and attachment. Lust exposes people to others; romantic attraction encourages people to focus their energy on mating; and attachment involves tolerating the spouse (or indeed the child) long enough to rear a child into infancy.

As people fall in love, the brain consistently releases a certain set of chemicals

leading to side effects such as increased heart rate, loss of appetite and sleep, and an intense feeling of excitement. Research has indicated that this stage generally lasts from one and a half to three years.

( Does that means that your (passionate) love for each other can only last as long as 3 years until its up you either break off or find something ( for example , a baby ) to substain your relationship? hmmmmmmmmmm I wonder. :( )

Since the lust and attraction stages are both considered temporary , Attachment is generally based on commitments such as marriage and children, or on mutual friendship based on things like shared interests.

( information from http://www.wikipedia.com/ )

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k now I'm really done. Just found this very interesting.

sorry if you guys have research on this before but nonetheless

found it kinda accurate. (:

" And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. "

- Abraham Lincoln

Your face , is one I can't forget.

Safra with the M.c today , sorry woon , dint get a chance to catch your new hairdo but will get to see it tomorrow ^^v. Instead of playing pool with them , I guess we girls sort of did girly stuffs together like cam-whoring and hair doing while waiting for the boys. Unfortunatly , my headache dint seem to get any better since I got it every few hours. That sharp pain which I thought would go away managed to torture me for sometime.

Pictures will be uploaded soon prolly tomorrow or the day after and I really really really really wanna get a part time job like soon. SO MANY NICE CLOTHES AND ACCESSORIES but I have no ka-ching luh , sad x 13585743793792! :( :(

Vectors test tomorrow , JUST KILL ME. I barely studied! haiiiiiiiii , anw supporting the guys in their match tmw! Jiayouu long timee time manz! :D

In between those hands are places meant to hold

pixx in random orders! :D

HAHA. I know all you readers proberbly don't even bother clicking to this website anymore. Gosh my blog damn wordy right? aiya cuz mii has no happening stuffs recently worhzxcx! except for some rather shocking news I got to know. oh well guess I'll be blogging more a few days later. stay tuneddd for photossss hehehehe! :D * flashes million dollar smile *

kkbuhbizc!

be my guide

My sunday afternoon is apparently boring x 138574904365. :( No money no plans and theres bridging prog and trg tomorrow. HAHA when you've got no ka-ching , you'll want to just explore and go around Spore with just packed food , drinks and a few fellow friends. OR IS IT JUST ME? THAT I FEEL LIKE DOING SO! LOL. ahhh , my sad sad life.

Recalling all those good ol' times in school last time , I can't believe its our turn to do O levels next year. PSLE JUST SEEMS LIKE YTD OGAY. :( haha I know I'll proberbly should write this next year but I cant help but saying after seeing all our seniors blog. wlau eh and my maths never seem to improve how to go poly? KAO! sad x 473832549721.

prolly gonna do my nails and just pack my room or maybe just eat chips and watch teeeveee all day , depanding whichever I feel like doing later. omg , growing fatssssssss. HAHA going to check out vids in youtubeeeeeee in a while. myyy superjuniorrrrr! :D :D :D :D :D